17 May 2024

Oral surgery

 


I had a scare several weeks ago when I developed an infection in one of my front teeth that resulted in a tooth becoming loose. My dentists were on holiday and I couldn't get in to see them for more than a week. I treated myself with Glyoxide, then got a course of antibiotics from my dentist. But I was worried about the tooth and was referred to my periodontist. 

My brilliant periodontist in Galway diagnosed that an ongoing infection in one of my lower front teeth had eroded my bone. But, he concluded that we could likely save the tooth. So I agreed to oral surgery and as I stood there, a cancellation came in for a week later. He advised me to take the appointment if I wanted the best chance of saving the tooth. So I did, despite Alex and I being due to speak at a roundtable at Ballymaloe House this weekend. 

The appointment was for 9 am in Galway on Friday the 17th of May. Making it to Galway in rush hour traffic would have been a nightmare and we didn't need the extra stress. So I booked us into the Victoria Hotel which is convenient to the dental office and the town centre.

I booked us into a new restaurant Éan recommended by the Michelin Guide. It was very unusual and spectacularly delicious. Perfectly balanced unique pairings of flavours as we've never experienced before. We started with almonds (to die for) and Grenacha wine. Next Alex had Dexter tartare and I had scallop in an oriental soup base with egg yolk. To top it off, we had the venison. Fabulous. 

Breakfast at the Victoria was OK. A short walk and I was in the operating theatre. I counted 11 injections of lidocaine. We started with a deep cleaning of a deep pocket in one of my molars and a cleaning of the staining caused by the Corsodyl I was told to use by my dentist. Then he moved on to the surgery when I was fully numb. Incisions were made around the affected tooth. Lots of hoking followed along the inside of the tooth, then solutions sprayed, the tooth secured with adhesive to the adjacent tooth, treatment with ultraviolet light, and more. Last, he inserted a gel matrix that encourages regrowth of bone by my body. Finally, more than an hour later, I counted three sutures in the back and five in the front. They are dissolving sutures which should be absorbed in a few days. 

I can't bite anything with the front of my teeth for about 5 days. Soft foods only for 4-5 days. Antibiotics for 5 days, and pain meds stronger than ibuprofen for a few days. 

He said we'd done everything humanly possible to save the tooth. It was up to God's divine intervention to determine what was next. I hope my connection with God is favourable for my prayers to be heard. 

I see him again on the 7th June. We'll see what God has in store for me. 


24 January 2024

Storm Isha

 



Storm Isha takes its toll

 by Daria Blackwell


Violent is the wind today.

White seahorses on the ocean

and galloping down the Bay.

Today I fear the warriors

Coursing on the Irish waters,

Collecting tolls from its shores

Tearing down the olden trees.

And homes that were left to fend

On their own. 


24/01/2024

26 December 2023

Living through 2023

NYC during Canada's forest fires

It's hard to know if this was the best year of the coming decade, but if it was, beware. What did it do for us? High anxiety. Climate anxiety or eco-anxiety is a new human condition, and it's real and pervasive. 

Weather weirdness and climate breakdown. Drought, fires, and floods. So sad for the forests of Canada and the beautiful historic Lahaina. Records broken for air and sea temperature anomalies, ice formation, and more. Floods after drought. Extreme weather causing massive devastation, crop failures, mass migration, and starvation. Food and water insecurity. The extinction rebellion. COP28 in the UAE led by an oil CEO Sultan. 

Wars on many fronts: Ukraine-Russia, Israel-Palestine, Sudan, Ethiopia, Maghreb. 

The Barbenheimer phenomenon. What was that?  A bit of escapism in a tug-of-war with weapons of mass destruction. 

Trump and Guiliani would be jokes if they weren't so dangerous. This signals the downfall of democracy in America. Stress on so many fronts. The states warring with each other. The US passing a point of no return. 

Humanity at war with the earth, and with each other. 

Were there any high points? Of course. We rekindled relationships post-Covid, including with our cousins in Florida. But there are a few positives to which we can point for hope. 

  • Renewables have been picking up steam
  • Phasing out of fossil fuels made it into the COP28 agreements
  • Reduction in the rate of release of methane
  • Surge in sales of EVs
  • Reduction in deforestation of Brazil
  • The ozone layer is healing well
But on that last point, a study has been published that indicates that global warming is accelerating due to one simple fact: we have been cleaning up particulate matter from the air which unbeknownst to us had a cooling effect on the earth. Now that the air is cleaner, more sunlight is getting through to warm the earth even faster. 

So we are f*^%ed ... we can die either from pollution-related respiratory disease or from melanoma or heat stroke. Charming thoughts. 

While there's much to be worried about the climate and nature crises, we must not lose hope, because hopelessness breeds apathy. Hope alone won't change anything but actions do. We built a big shed. We've contracted to install solar panels, batteries, and an eV charging point early in the new year. An eV will follow shortly thereafter. Hey, it's a start. We've planted hundreds of trees, and we don't use chemicals on the land. We encourage biodiversity and provide wildlife with habitat. Perhaps we can encourage others to do the same. 



18 December 2023

The world’s gone mad

The world’s gone mad

by Daria Blackwell


We fight a daily battle against prejudice

With wars on many fronts taking lives

That might have been the ones to solve

The other problems we are facing.

Like climate weirdness, fire and flood,

And food insecurity for all those masses. 

Humanity has reached its life expectancy

And we will soon outlive our resources.

I wonder if God foresaw this issue.

I wonder if it matters that the world’s gone mad?


08 November 2023

The River



The River

We can't blame the river for flowing

We can't hate the wild wind blowing

We can't stop time from advancing

And we can't prevent what's coming. 


The end. 




02 July 2023

Planning for the future

“To the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure.”
-Albus Dumbledore

Four songs for the final scenes. 

Landslide
by Stevie Nicks

I took my love, I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
'Til the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changin' ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older too

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older too
Oh! I'm getting older too

Oh-oh, take my love, take it down
Oh-oh, climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide'l bring it down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide'l bring it down

Oh-ohh, the landslide bring it down


Spirit in the sky

by Norman Greenbaum


When I die and they lay me to rest
Gonna go to the place that's the best
When I lay me down to die
Goin' up to the spirit in the sky
Goin' up to the spirit in the sky
That's where I'm gonna go when I die
When I die and they lay me to rest
Gonna go to the place that's the best


Prepare yourself you know it's a must
Gotta have a friend in Jesus
So you know that when you die
He's gonna recommend you
To the spirit in the sky
Gonna recommend you
To the spirit in the sky
That's where you're gonna go when you die
When you die and they lay you to rest
You're gonna go to the place that's the best


Never been a sinner I never sinned
I got a friend in Jesus
So you know that when I die
He's gonna set me up with
The spirit in the sky
Oh set me up with the spirit in the sky
That's where I'm gonna go when I die
When I die and they lay me to rest
I'm gonna go to the place that's the best
Go to the place that's the best



Here Beside Me


by the Henry Girls
with Inishowen Gospel Choir

You with me, here beside me
Is all I really need
I'm asking one thing only
That you will always stay close to me

I will be true, in sunshine and shade
Troubles behind no longer dismayed
I'm going back to the mountain
It's where I long to be

You with me, here beside me
Is all I really need
I'm asking one thing only
That you will always stay close to me

I will be true, in sunshine and shade
Troubles behind no longer dismayed
I'm going back to the mountain
Where I long to be

I'm going back to the ocean
To put my mind at ease


by Alan Jackson

Some glad morning when this life is overI'll fly awayTo a home on God's celestial shoreI'll fly away
I'll fly away, oh, GloryI'll fly awayWhen I die, Hallelujah, by and byI'll fly away
Just a few more weary days and thenI'll fly awayTo a land where joy shall never endI'll fly away
I'll fly away, oh, GloryI'll fly awayWhen I die, Hallelujah, by and byI'll fly away
Yeah, when I die, Hallelujah, by and byI'll fly away

The Kossoy Sisters https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=juHtN7hjtc4 
Alison Krauss & Gillian Welch https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uz-0C2dhKlg